Things kind of suck right now.
That’s the gist of my life these days. I’ve been avoiding this space because I don’t really have much to talk about, and because I’m down. Blue. Sad.
I haven’t really wanted to write about it because it seems silly. There are so many other truly terrible things in the world, and my little bout of self pity seems a little trite. But, it’s my life – and that’s what this space is all about. Life. And sometimes life isn’t so great.
I think a big part of it is that I’m looking for work, and that process is always discouraging. I’m a task-oriented kind of person, and lately I’ve been sorely lacking in the task department. I need some meaning and direction. And I need to figure out how to find it for myself, rather than waiting for someone else to find it for me.
And that scares me.
So, I’m taking it one day at a time. I’m waking up in the morning, I’m getting up out of bed, and I’m living. I’m caring for my children, and I’m keeping my house (sort of), and I’m looking for meaning in the little things. And I’m grateful for distractions that take me out of my head.
I was particularly grateful the other day when my neighbor texted me with a challenge. She and her husband had stopped on their way back from Cherokee, NC and purchased a coconut pound cake. They liked it so much, they wanted me to try to replicate it. She brought me a piece to sample, along with the ingredient list from the label.
It was very moist, and had been glazed with a very sweet coconut-flavored glaze. The ingredient list for the cake read: flour, margarine, sugar, eggs, coconut, milk, shortening, flavorings; and for the glaze: sugar, coconut milk, margarine.
I knew right off that it wasn’t a traditional pound cake recipe – those usually consist of a pound of flour, a pound of butter, a pound of sugar and a pound of eggs. No milk, no shortening. No levening. Just flour, butter, sugar and eggs. But, I wanted to try to stay as true to the ingredient list as possible, so I went in search of a recipe that seemed similar.
I landed on one from Bon Appetit, Y’all by Virginia Willis. Hers used a combination of butter and shortening, as well as milk. I decided to eliminate the shortening, since I don’t like using hydrogenated fats in my cooking (and I didn’t have any expeller pressed shortening on hand), but for the most part I stuck pretty close to the ratios in her recipe. Of course, I had to adapt it somewhat to accommodate the coconut.
I wound up baking two versions – one that used sweetened flake coconut, and one that used fresh coconut. I couldn’t tell from the inspiration cake’s ingredient list which the baker had used, so I wanted to try it with both.
I have these peel-and-stick blackboard panels on my refrigerator. I use them to make notes about recipes as I’m working on them. As you can see, I have the 秋霞伦理电影 and amounts for the two different versions of the cake listed above. This really comes in handy for note-taking – eliminates the need for paper on the counter (which gets messy), or running the risk of spilling something on my computer.
Coconut Cake – Version 1 (using sweetened flake coconut)
- 2 sticks butter, softened
- 2 1/2 cups sugar
- 1/2 cup coconut milk
- 1/2 cup whole milk
- 5 eggs
- 1 Tablespoon vanilla extract
- 3 cups flour
- 1/2 teaspoon baking powder
- 1/2 teaspoon sea salt
- 1 cup sweetened flake coconut
- Preheat oven to 325, and grease two loaf pans
- in the bowl of an electric mixer, whip the butter until light and fluffy
- slowly add the sugar to the butter and whip on high until light in color and increased in volume
- whisk together the milks, eggs, vanilla
- sift together the flour, baking powder and salt
- with the mixer on low, add the flour and liquid mixtures to the butter/sugar mixture, starting and ending with flour
- fold the coconut into the batter
- divide the batter evenly between the two prepared pans
- bake at 325 for 55-65 minutes, or until a skewer inserted in the center comes out clean.
Coconut Cake – Version 2 (using fresh coconut)
- 2 sticks butter
- 3 cups sugar
- 1 cup whole milk
- 1 cup grated fresh coconut
- 1/2 vanilla bean, split and seeds scraped
- 5 eggs
- 3 cups flour
- 1/2 teaspoon baking powder
- 1/2 teaspoon sea salt
- 1 cup grated fresh coconut
- Preheat oven to 325F and grease and flour two loaf pans
- Combine milk, 1 cup coconut and 1/2 vanilla bean (pod and seeds) in a sauce pan. Heat to almost boiling. Remove from heat and allow to cool. Strain, reserving milk in one container and coconut in another. Discard vanilla bean pod.
- In the bowl of an electric mixer, whip butter until light and fluffy.
- Slowly add the sugar to the butter, whipping until lighter in color and increased in volume
- Sift together the flour, baking powder and salt.
- Whisk together the cooled milk and eggs
- Add the flour mixture alternately with the milk/egg mixture to the butter and sugar, starting and ending with flour
- Fold the second cup of fresh coconut into the batter
- Divide the batter evenly between the two prepared pans
- Bake at 325F for 55-65 minutes
For the glaze (this is enough for four cakes):
Combine 1 cup coconut milk with 1/2 a stick of softened butter and 1 2/3 cup powdered sugar. Whisk to combine and until smooth. Pour glaze over cooled cakes.
I think both versions were successful, but I definitely liked the one with the fresh coconut better. It was a little more moist, and I think it had more coconut flavor. It wasn’t exactly like the one they brought back from Cherokee, but it was close.
And this task certainly provided a much needed distraction for me for a few hours yesterday. And for that I’m thankful.